An unchanged week

Friday - sad day. Today, i attended lessons as usual, lectures... elab... cad... which ended at 5. Decided to skip volleyball which i don have much interest in the 1st place, so i went home immediately after leaving sch. At home, i went online, after a week, my friend came online, i was kinda delighted but after msging her, i realised that she's still cold towards me. i didnt noe wat to say nor ask, felt quite sad, i don really noe how to explain it, its quite depressing, its like everything is being pulled down and i cannot do anything about it.