This Is Crappy

i had wanted to type a wholesale of things i wanted to say after the barrier was lifted, but it's back in place now, this sux, i knew what i wanted to type and everything was in place. I guess i will have to let it go, and renew my thoughts on my blog. But nothing can be tuned back to normal, especially it just happened just after my most fruitful birthday. ZzZ. I hate to be a victim of misunderstandings, it's too unfair.