Life?

Ok i gonna get this straight, If you think u gonna get a better life by trying out things u may like in life, its fine, If you think u feel lifeless at home and want to go out, its fine, But you have to draw a fine line between all these.

You may feel you are wasting your life, you may feel that not going out is wasting your life, you may feel that not doing something is wasting your life. If you think that doing things need company, be it more fun or watever reason, and u seek for that company, be it one or a group, its what u desire. If you seek for that someone, a relationship to do stuff with, is that true love. If you fail in doing so and seek a group, a group have many different thoughts, understand it, don force it, for no one love doing things he/she thinks may be uncomfortable. Fun is what most desire in outing.

You want to get into a relationship, no matter wat motive, to have someone to share love, to have someone to watch movie, to have someone to go out, to have some experience, to have someone close to you, to have someone that shares all burdens, to feel loved, to feel acknowledged by someone, to feel attached to someone, to feel wanted by someone, to feel important to someone, watever u seek, don be desperate due to opportunities or just becoz u feel u will be missing out of something, can that be forced?

Look at the clear picture, you can seek what you desire, but if it involves another party with another brain thinking differently, consider that and shut the nonsense. For nothing is a replacement. A desired path is something you must have confidence, and determination with effort to enroute. It may not be easy, but there is no replacement.

Basically, you want someone to walk with you. A desired path. But can anyone do walk with you? no, it involves a two way relationship, a willing party. That may be hard to attain, but you can only try, getting fed up about opportunities trips people. Thats due to desperation, opportunity can be seeked, and not forced.

You turn to friends, but friends are friends, you desire a relationship, not friendship, thats your rating. This replacement will never be enough. As you try to seek the experience you never experienced before, till a relationship established. You will engulf a relationship as something very precious, hard to obtain, thats why no friendship will ever be enough till you experience relationship and evaluate it. Be it still the same, or be it different, you seek a relationship that will never be satisfied by friendship.

It all ends up as you find it nescessary to have someone. Thats your desire. Clear your mind, think it this way, a girl that you are involved in a friendship, and a girl that you are involved in a relationship, both accompanies you out, do you seek the feeling of being important to the girl you are involved in a relationship, or do you seek the feeling of having a person of opposite gender to have fun with you. If able, compare this to replacement friendship, is there a difference.

You said, so hard to find people, no wonder i wanted to find a gf, what does that shows. You said, fukers la bye, fuker with a s while one ignores and quit, what does that shows. Relating that to finding gf may be an excuse, for u seek a relationship that you never had chance to rate before. If its true, a gf is not what you seek, a girl is what you seek in doing things, for it seems more appropriate. the fukers thing is truely dumb, for you seek an outing, for you having a request, fuker is appropriate for the one who ignore and quit, fukers implies that you deem everyone not cooperating with you, but you are having a request, not a demand. You can say that nicely, but you have to know and feel that its a request, and seriously not a demand. Not getting what you want can get frustration and scolds, but if that involves other party, thats being spoiled. If you think others are not on, a wet blanket, think about other things you are not on and being a wet blanket. Get this into your mind, for every interest is different, reasons different, motive different. Making things sound nice may be kind, but please entice the true meaning. What others may be on to you, their other side may not be on, a conflict of interest, think more than once, think more than yourself. *SideTrack* You can be self centered and get along with it, others may feel it and give way, but what it really brings is a give and take situation, someone give, the other take, a guage exist in everyone, some high some low. Think for everyone, for it makes lives better.