1st Week of October's Update - Haze

Certainly, October didnt come pleasantly as it would normally have - Haze. I was having my guitar lesson on friday night, and as i went home, emerging from the subway of the MRT, i tot, wow? wats with this smokey scene, looks like genting eh? but it wasn't cooling, nor had it rained. Rather, it was relatively "stuffy-hot" and the internal organs seem to be heating up, together with the addition of irritation received by the eyes, only an early trip to wonderland can make friday's night better. I tried to sleep at 11+ that night, only to laze arnd for an hour or so.

Earlier, i met someone looking like a friend of mine on the way home - i was looking around on the escalator where i caught a glimpse of this person on the other escalator going in the opposite direction. It looked like my friend, the view was relatively blocked though, but i noticed multiple black bracelets which i remember her wearing before. Such an uncanny resemblance lol.

Saturday, haze was quite thick during the morning, PSI 130 - it shot up to 150 at night with the pattern of a cosine curve. I went for guitar practice, but the only guitar three player, Andri, reported sick and did not turn up, take care dude. So instead, we helped each other to practice our own parts and i tried out a new score shown to me by Sean.

This was the day when i finally, for the 1st time, felt that the cavatina tune i play sounded right, it was a grade 5 piece, and i just felt weird playing the tune out with my own guitar. I used the sch's guitar and tadah, i found it easier to play it which also sounded much nicer. I tried to record it to hear it myself properly from a recorder, but a noisy someone playing monopoly just made it hard :/ nevertheless, i just wanted to listen to parts where it sounded wrong so as to improve it, i'll practice more and try again next time. Hopefully i could play it as well as my senior friend who inspired me.

Sunday, my left hand's thumb developed a painful lump at the left side, perhaps due to playing the guitar too much, so a rest is needed now, At night, i went to Cong Qing steamboat wif my friend, i promised a treat as a bday present. We chatted most of the dinner off, from the time we were classmates to how we knew each other, what happened here and then, before and after, it was fun :). 1 and a half year, from complete strangers to close friends.

*sometimes, we just couldnt find the courage or perfect time to express ourselves, and when things turn sour, it seems an eternity to get things back as fine as it was before*

*sometimes, all we wanted is just some appreciation and love from people around us, no matter how they're portrayed*

*sometimes, a mind reader can solve all implications, but all it takes are effort, observations, willingness and selflessness, no matter how difficult it is to line them up together to create a choreography*

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