Saturday, July 30, 2005

Swimming Handphone

Friday, my handphone is gone! haha, was washing my hands and it found it tempting to play with water and went swimming... well, with a nudge from me though, and it drowned. Not workable anymore... haiz, anyway, i went out without handphone and was courting death. Len and i agreed to meet at the arcade before going for dinner... He was inside all along while i was standing outside, "hugging" the railing anticipating his arrival. I went in to check too... but not thoroughly and did not see him. Eventually, we met due to my only 20cent coin :/ payphone haha. Only 4 people went for the dinner on friday, kel and jus were busy, je's mother bday was on this day, nav was apparently the worst victim while others rarely come. Nav ponned his tldds for the dinner, only to be told suddenly by kel and jus that they aren't going and it was cancelled i think, and no one told him that we were going... haiz. Anyway, we had pow sing chicken rice and walked to mark hse to stay overnight.

Saturday, went back home at 3 after some ps2 and risk lol, ate lunch, watched tv with my father... dinner and went online, nothing much really.

*Get a backup for your friends' contacts, imagine that you only save their contact numbers within the small little simcard only. If one day that is gone, you will lose some precious contacts*

Thursday, July 28, 2005

Bored bored bored

Thursday, boring... woke up and lie on sofa...... came online, nothing to do at all, bathed, got ready, went for guitar, short guitar day, came home, ate dinner, came online, nothing else to do, how!!!

*What is there to do in life? What for do we fight to live? Can we conclude that live is like a mmorpg whereby once u think u noe most of it, it gets boring?*

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Watery Money

Tuesday and Wednesday, spent money like water these few days... all on one thing... pool. Woke up around 10am... continued to learn the chorus of an jing, guitar. Around noon, Beng Hong smsed and called, asking me to go out and study for next week tests... but i was still not in the mood to, so i decided to go mark house to play guitar with him. Beng Hong and Henry came too, to study... haha... for 1 hour only. Then we played ps2... and eventually went for dinner and pool with wk joining us after his school. Money spent on pool again, played quite long, till midnight i think, then i went home to bathe, washup and brush before going to mark house for the preplanned "Ton", practically played WE11 the whole early morning till around 5 after mark decided that he should have enough sleep :/ typical lol, and so we rested. Woke up in the morning, only to play ps2 with wk. Wk went home around 11:30 and i stayed on till 3, playing guitar and experimenting a new piece, Tong Hua. At home, i slept after having some snack as lunch, woke up during the late evening for dinner... and went online to pop in here.

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

Marking the True Beginning of Guitar

Monday, 1st day of the study week break, was actually anticipating a boring day wandering at home lol. But mark and i learned planned to play a guitar piece together and so we got a score for the guitarpro programme and learned it, An Jing by Jay Zhou, i don really enjoy his songs, but music is a different thing. Although An Jing is a piano piece, the 9th verse of the piece can be played by the guitar, its relatively nice too. Meanwhile, Dennis, a friend of mine who is addicted to pool suddenly wanted to play and so we met at amk kpool to play, after playing, we had dinner and then proceeded to our guitar lesson. Learned a latin piece, nice haha, getting addicted to guitar already. After the lesson, i went home and daryl came to borrow some games, mark came along and we chatted till 11:30. This is quite a nice day.

*Being confident is a virtue, but not in excess though. Accept deflects, don't find excuses, accept losses, get back up with a challenge. Lifes can be made better by a balance, in you and towards others*

Sunday, July 24, 2005

Sunny Friturday's Playstation 2

Friday, last day of school before a study break week. Had two tests and then went for dinner with my secondary school friends. Ate prata and went to icecube later on, haha and i made a bundle in icecube. My friends wanted water and i was free to help, i went to get them a couple of cups... but... when i was pouring water into the cup, the lid of the jug fell off! and the floor had a mini tsunami, haiz... anyway, we went to kel's hse after that for winning eleven session and went home afterwards.

*Acknowledgement and praises, part and parcel of life that people seek and like to hear. its nice hearing "wow you are good", "wow you are brillant" but how will you react to it? Some, being too engrossed in seeking praises will form arrogance in life due to those actions they carry out in hopes of deriving praises*

Saturday, had a strum & sing lesson, it was alright, learned new stuff. After the lesson, i took my ps2 to mark hse where je wk and i will spend our afternoon. We played we11 and dragonball budokai3. At night, mark went to din with his family, while je, wk and me went hougang plaza. We ate and went to play pool, je went home after 1 round while i and wk played all the way till 11:45... then we became boliao and sat on the stairway till 2:30am... coz... he had no bus home and he wanted me to go mark hse sleep -.-"

*Do people want friends? i seriously think so. Humans are social beings, everyone of us will meet up with other people in our life, be it short or long. Some people want friends for benefits, some people want friends to get rid of boredom, but what do friends really mean? When we humans are young, we are innocent, not taught to see the dark side of the world, we may think that the world is filled with joy, pleasant people and no such word as cunning or devious. But as time goes on, we encounter injustice, people's different personalites, characters, attitude and thoughts etc. No one is identical and the way we accept different thoughts determine whether that friend can be a close or true friend*

Sunday, did nothing much... boring sunday, was mad in irc.

*What is a close or true friend? to me, a close friend is someone who treats u truly, with a real heart, that u occupy a place in his/her heart perhaps, while a true friend is someone that have no thoughts of betraying, jealousy, or look as u as an inferior person, someone that wholeheartedly gives you support and seriously think of giving a helping hand whenever needed. True friend is someone you wont feel anything being with him/her. Its hard to find because almost everyone thinks of themselves 1st. Imagine that if your friend is in trouble, will you try your very best to help him/her? or more drastically a situation whereby its either you or your friend that die, will you be willing to die for him/her, discount the BGR thing which affect people's thinking and that will be your answer. Even minor things show what other people think*

I am having a brain block today.

Thursday, July 21, 2005

Second Pool Day In Three

Hi, just came back from guitar lesson.

Thursday, Test day!! What i studied did not strike the lecturer's brain apparently... And he seem to have a "telepathy blackmarker" that jinxed me and made him set questions that i did not take much notice in, terrible test haha. Anyway, things got on and we were dismissed at 2.30. Having guitar lesson later in the evening, we went to play some pool in Amk Kpool 1st before embarking on our long walk back to school. Guitar lesson was alright and i went home after that.

*Must people always seek every opportunity to prove that they are great? Does the word fairness exist in this world? Is there a god or a legacy of impartial rule that run the world with justice? Is the world blinded with greed and self-conscious? Will there be undoubted loyalty and faith among people when the situation is drastic? Having a rich life or a fruitful life is better? Having Blood Type O or AB is better? Seek or give happiness is more fulfilling? Life is a form of sadness*

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Hidden Thoughts

Wednesday, had autocad and lab as normal day lessons, attended a delayed briefing about choosing a extra module. Jap, French, German langauges, still not sure what to choose though. Went home after it.

*Changes occur everywhere, causes of it are countless. People are borned with an ability to sense, to analyse a deed or say and determine what might have prompted it. Ego is a thing to have and a thing to let go, praises are good and bad, it's all down to a controlling mind to balance it up. Changes can be caused by excessive actions which instill a "one mighty great" into one's mind, power corrupts people, fame sway innocent hearts, overwhelming egoistic thoughts deprive a consequence view of actions. So much so that dictatorship comes into play with detouring critics wishing to convey messages of an empire, with different social hierarchy*

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Long Time No See

Tuesday, it was quite a worrying day, i did not do my maths assignment and the 1st period is maths tutorial. After maths tutorial is maths lecture... during the interval between them, mark presented his PD project to his PD teacher, a conventional parachute method to prevent the egg from cracking upon dropping it from 4 story high. Late for maths lecture, we had no back seats to occupy... those left available were those closest to the lecturer. We sat on those and listened to the lecture, but it was revision and we were supposed to do some work. Being lazy, we did not bother to do anything during the lecture, just listened. Typical tuesday again, Ponned the e-learning lesson and went to kpool with mark, dennis and beng hong. we had fun and left after about 2hrs for lunch. soon after, we parted ways and i proceeded to my godmother place, quite a long period of time passed since i had been there. Nephews still as cute as ever, played with them and ate my godmother's delicious cooking at night, yum, i love the curry haha. Anyway, thats about the end of the day. Just came back home and went online after that.

*It may be more satisfying to have freedom, to do what you want. But never forget those that cared for you as you should repay that care towards them. A relationship will not be forgotten for a lifetime, kinship should be appreciated for a lifetime. For both - true caring hearts are involved, since the day you are borned*

Monday, July 18, 2005

Day of Mistaken Test Ended with a rainbow somewhere

Monday, by right, i thought that there would be a test today. Only to find out that it is on thursday... not today. Anyway, it's good as i never prepare well. Mark lost his mouse as we couldn't find it when we reached school... we splitted and went to our respective classes and met up after the lessons when he went to make a report. we then had lab and lecture and went to a tutorial room to spend some time before our guitar lesson. I had 10 Shui Kuey! quite nice. the guitar lesson was fun! somewhere over the rainbow! haiz but not the full piece though... wat a disappointment, but better than nothing ba. After lesson, came home already, never do anything much.
*An event that occurred cannot be undone, a tainted memory can never be erased easily, the only thing we can do is to live with it, justify it and follow the right path portrayed in our mind* - Right or Wrong is determined by Human minds. How will you distinguish them?

Aftermath of a busy week

Sunday, tried to study today, but inevitably slept twice while reading, haha, the test later on will be a bad one i suppose. Anyway, nothing much to write about except that my mother continued to try out her siew mai skills :/ acceptable ba haha. Ok, time for bed and school.

Sunday, July 17, 2005

Friday - Saturday Events

Friday came back home and felt tired, slept early lolz.

Friday, went to school with my windbreaker, felt like having a cold, didnt want to make it worse. Ta da... for the 2nd friday in a row, i had a bad time with beng hong, ironically, the same period of the day, the e-learning period before autocad. Last week, i pushed him aside coz he was talking rubbish when i was doing some serious stuff and got frustrated... Now, he asked me to help him do and i really didnt have faith in getting all correct yet coz i donno all the questions. I told him that and he gave me an eye impression which he always does so oftenly after last friday and i got irritated and voice out. After that, we went for autocad and then met my secondary school friends in sgoon gardens for a prata dinner! Had mee goreng that wasnt very nice lolz. Then we went to kelvin's hse to daidee... and ps2... he donwan take monopoly out to play :( haha anyway, after that, we went home and sleep liaoz. *thought - i believe that everyone shud contribute their maximum effort not to let others think that they are being mistaken or felt accused or feel anything bad.*

Saturday, had my lunch and then went to cut hair... CUT HAIR ONLY! but my wk and mark kept asking me to dye hair, and so... i accepted to dye... haiz... i didnt like having other colour... anyway, we spent the whole day there and then went to take our dinner and went home. online, we chatted about many things, personal stuff. haha and now, i am gonna sleep!!! tml need to study whole day. night *thought - peer influrence are crucial, personally believed to be the most influrential substance in growing up*

Sorry for this bad article, was rushing off :P

Thursday, July 14, 2005

Busy Week - 3 Days continual

Today Thursday! 4got to write for tuesday on tuesday and no time for yesterday on wednesday :D

Tuesday, typical skipping of e-learning, this week's was no exception. After maths tutorial and lecture, mark and i went to the library and helped beng hong and dennis on their project... auto cup stir... auto pool balls arrangement... auto poker cards shuffle...auto moving shoes -.-". anyway, at the end, they decided to make a handphone alerting device. Ok, we went library and crapped there, Mark got crazy and lie on the floor with his legs on the door knob... After passing some time there, a group of other students came and said that they had booked the conference room which reminded us that our booked time was over. we then went for the last tutorial class and went home after that. At home, i wrote the blog for monday and 4got to write for the day itself. Went to lalaland early that day :D

Wednesday, had my dental appointment on this day. It was an early day, autocad break and lab, i had to go early becoz of my dental appointment and i told my teacher, but it was needless... the lesson ended 2hrs earlier... Went to NDC in Outram for dental which was pretty quick and went back to hougang the join up with wk, je and mark for pool. we played till 6 and went for meal, je excluded as he had gone home for dinner. After eating, we three went to mark house to supposedly do lab report. We did, but slightly only haha, then we went my house... played some ps2... and mark went to sleep as usual. Having nothing to do, i went to sleep for 3hours before going to school on thursday also.

Thursday, supposed to be a tired day, but after 3hrs of sleep, i felt energetic... not bad, by right we were on time to be puntual, then mark and wk played a game of ps2 which made us 15mins. although it doesnt matter. passed the day as usual and was released arnd 2. Practically nothing to do... so... we spent the time getting into empty tutorial rooms... get a chair as pillow... mat the guitar cover on the floor and lie in the tutorial room and sleep! We were kicked out twice becoz some guys have lessons in the room we were in. Its wasn't a bad experience though, quite relaxing haha. at 5, we decided to quit sleeping and go take pictures for our report, then went to canteen for some refreshment and head on to sports hall... sitted there for an hour and our guitar lesson started. After guitar, mark's parents fetched us home and here i am :D

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Worst possible beginning of a busy week to come

hihi, yesterday came home lie on sofa and fell asleep already, didn't come online.

Monday - woke up feeling pretty fine... anticipating a fun day as i decided to join my friends, mark, je and wk for pool during my school break and i have guitar lesson. Reached school at 10:10 to attend my 1st lesson of the day. minute by minute, the time passed, chatted with robin, jason and daniel and found out that they are mmorpg guys also haha... too bad, i decided to quit mmorpg games as i felt that there isn't any nice mmorpg around these days... 10:30... 10:40... 10:50... i waited for 40mins and the teacher haven't come! what the hell... last week... he came at 10:29 or 10:39 without teaching matertials and cancelled the lesson, now? didn't even come! Anyway, i decided to leave and went on to meet my friends for pool. Haha, they actually wanted to meet at 10:40 :/ but they were late also and wk didn't come. Eventually, we played at 11+ till 2:45, it was going well at 1st... But i guadually felt feverish and weak. After playing, we went to NYP to have a meal and begged je to attend our lecture with us, but he declined and left for home. After lecture, beng hong accompanied us to sit on the stairway and wait for our guitar lessons... feeling feverish, i lie on the ground and rested. 6:30 soon came and we went for our guitar lesson to learn some new chords and songs. After guitar lesson, mark's mother fetched the both of us and i went to a nearby clinic to see a doctor. Falling sick frequently recently, i asked the doc questions and confirmed my thinking of a potential immunity decline, maybe my time's up :/ haha... yea after that, i went home for dinner and practically slept after that.

Monday, July 11, 2005

Weekend

forgot to post on saturday :/ so here's for both days

Saturday - hmm... saturday... i woke up having sorethroat yet again... getting used to it already, maybe my throat just doesn't like me :P the whole day, i practically did nothing much. watched some world pool championships... played some gunbound with kelvin, mark, wk, je and chatted with friends online. This night ended early for me as i watched some part of fang shi yu part 2 and went to bed. - Life is boring till the day you find something meaningful to do and work for.

Sunday - around the same as saturday, gunbounded with kelvin, wk, je and darren. Then kelvin asked me about relationship stuff and i spoke about this blog of mine where i wrote some stuff on my thoughts and feelings. He was kind of curious and wanted the link to read and appease his curiousity, but i was sitting the the fence whether or not should i let friends read it, so i decided to let fate decide for me and didnt tell him the URL. The rest of the day, i did some project work... although little as there's really not much to type, watched tv and ate with my family. My mother made siew mai! woo... although her cooking isn't
that nice, the siew mai was delicious :/ yea, my brother eventually went back to tekong after the meal and thats about it.

Friday, July 08, 2005

Long missed fridays

Friday - haha~ today really had fun. it has been a relative long period since i went out with my secondary school friends. Although today, the number lessened due to some having some other programmes to attend to. So, we eventually only had 4 of us to company one another haha... we went to kelvin's serangoon garden club for dinner, had grilled chicken chop :/ and went on to play pool and billard. it was 9:45 when we left and head to the prata shop for some prata snack :P very nice, much better than the infamous jalan kayu "attitude" prata :D. Yup, had fun and went back home after it. To think we cancelled our chomp chomp dinner becoz of the lack of people, i almost ended up staying at home rotting haha, luckily kelvin suggested to go eat in his club instead. If not... i will live through yet another boring friday-weekends...

Thursday, July 07, 2005

Mosquitoes attack

wah... just found out my house infested with mosquitoes! have like 4 bites at my left elbow? and many more all over? countless! haha, nah, not that bad, but there are really lots of mosquitoes! must use pesticide already. ok, today is my guitar 2nd day :P learned a part of ode to joy by Beethoven :D fun haha. To think i almost missed the lesson due to my tiredness haha, i went home after school and watched zheng banqiao recorded on sunday... then world pool championships... and the bad part came, i got tired and closed my eyes for a mere few seconds. Knocked off! and its only thanks to a call from my friend that woke me up... just in time to go for guitar but afew minutes late though... tml long day ah! haiz...

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

Boredom

Wednesday, Lessons lessons... then went to mark hse to supposedly do project, yea, did something, but nothing much also lol then went back home... watch tv... eat... and come update this blog. haiz, boring day, supposed to play badminton after school... but my friend made a last minute U-turn and said he don feel like playing... tml guitar, should and surely must be a better day :P or i can go die already~

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

Tuesday routine

ahlo, hoho, my tuesday is getting into a routined skipping of e-lesson and derive fun from doing other things! Last week, we went to kbox... then kpool... Today, we passed the kbox thing and kpooled as we need to head back to school for our tutorial lesson. Haha, maybe next week gonna be some sort of a same routine? ohh yea... and guess wat, we took cab from nyp to amk for pool and back to nyp after we played, $5.70 in total... which is... approximately $1.15 - $1.20 for the transport!, haha, maybe we should have walked, but it seem to be worth it too... coz... we are all lazy souls :D. Ok, its the end for today, tml i will be playing badminton! one on one with 1 of my friend, must win him :P

Monday, July 04, 2005

Guitar Day

Monday - hohoho... 1st day of guitar lesson!, ok, today, i went to sch as usual, lessons, lectures, lab etc... then we went to thomson plaza to get something for our project and rushed home to get our guitars and eventually head back to school! then came the fun part, guitar lesson! although the 1st lesson doesn't teach much, i enjoyed it as i finally get to learn something i am interested in! maybe i shud ask my auntie to teach me piano eh? i really love music ever since sec 3. yea, cant wait for thurs which i will attend my next guitar lesson :D

Sunday, July 03, 2005

Satisfied Day

Sunday - hoho... today never really went online, only now at night, after the NKF cancer show. Didnt really do anything much, but it satisfied my day, at least, not sitting around doing nothing. basically... i just watched tv, but the programmes are quite interesting with world pool championships taking up most of my viewing time. then came the NKF cancer charity show i mentioned above. Yea... at least i spent my time seeing somethings i am quite interested in. tml will be the offically day i finally start to learn guitar. Lets hope its a pleasant day.

Saturday, July 02, 2005

Going On

Saturday - Typical weekend! bored to death already, stayed at home... ate lunch... ate dinner... watch tv... see computer... type some sentences... played some playstation and thats all -.-" that sum up my typical weekend, boring right? haha, nothing to do at all... study? i don like to study. Haiz... hope i can find something to do during the weekends. Yea, must quit thinking about some things and find some constructive things to do. Lets hope i will be enlightened tml! and kickstart my weekend which died off since i got on to my poly life.

Friday, July 01, 2005

An unchanged week

Friday - sad day. Today, i attended lessons as usual, lectures... elab... cad... which ended at 5. Decided to skip volleyball which i don have much interest in the 1st place, so i went home immediately after leaving sch. At home, i went online, after a week, my friend came online, i was kinda delighted but after msging her, i realised that she's still cold towards me. i didnt noe wat to say nor ask, felt quite sad, i don really noe how to explain it, its quite depressing, its like everything is being pulled down and i cannot do anything about it.